life is nothing without love ♥

i really feel so stupid. i kena play/toy by guy. i feel so dumb. your right, i am dumb , always been choosing the wrong guy. when will i ever find a guy like u? all other guys i stead is either wth , wtf, playboy, flirt , ? what wrong with me? what wrong with my bloody eyes? really hope to find a guy like u. nice, helpful, always trying ur best to hid ur feeling, daring, brave, able to protect me, smart, quite handsome, sweet, always trying ur best to help me, etc.

my life is totally screw, if only i was nvr born. since my mom didnt even wanted to raised me up, i didnt have a complete family. i dun wan go home so early, i like to stay outside, but sometime i jus dun have any places to go... at home i always kena nag n stuff , outside? Rishi & Fila? when they busy, i have totally no where to go... sometime i dun even know where to go... i walk n walk i found myself in places tht we have been. the stop u will get down when u send me home. i even over shot my stop n i get down somewhere ur house....

hais. N level? is totally here. in like 1-2 weeks. i cant focus, sometime brain jus went blank... trying my best . i know no one will bw able to help me. only me n only myself.

there are only 3 person who are the reason for me to live on is. my grandma, you & my bff Amelia Tan hwee ee.

n few more things. my dream have yet not come true. i hope the day will come faster.

if u r reading this. Yes, i still like u.