life is nothing without love ♥

Things are getting worst each day, just grandma and auntie almost quarrel .my grandma came back n tell me, i mean like wth lah, ahma tell me this. after tht heard my auntie saying bad things about my grandma. seriously stop it lah, im still young in the family, dun you think this will infect my studies? i mean seriously y do u guys need to quarrel over some small things? dun u think u guys acting more childish then me?

when i tot i can stay with my dad , i was freaking happy. at least i can stay away from this quarrel. but then cannot rent house.. my grandfather still owe $2000 . hais. wtheck.

around 1 week more till my next paper. i cant even sleep for 2 days.

feeling really down over the clt thing. im still hoping they will change their mind . i really want to be clt , i dun wan to be volunteer , junior might think im busybody everytime go back help. hais. damn dream are suppose to come true right? but why didnt my dream come true?

Next thing, i really want to find someone i love and he must able to protect me from everything. he will love me, care about me, etc... im losing hope in my family, i dun have anyone to care for me, most importantly i dun wan to alone at home everything. & spending all my time on boring stuff.

hmmm. i guess im sleeping late today again.