i dun mean to hurt u. i cant stop crying anymore. sorry..

FUCK!

Thanks ar! Make me tell u everything! SO ARE U HAPPY NOW? I DIDNT WAN TO TEL U THE TRUTH IS BECAUSE I SCARED I WOULD HURT U! Y U WAN FUCKING FORCE ME TO SAY!!! I REALLY DUNNO WHAT I CAN SAY LIAO. FUCKING PISSED OFF. I HOPE U UNDERSTAND THT NOT TELL THINGS TO U SOMETIMES, I HAVE MY REASON. PLEASE DUN SAY U ARE MY BOYFRIEND THEN U MUST KNOW! DUN BULLSHIT. EVEN I TELL U, U ALSO CANNOT HELP! FUCK IT LAH!!!!!!!!!!

polaroid instant camera

DAMN FREAKING NICE RIGHT??
I WANT A DAMN polaroid instant camera !!!!!!!!!!!!

WINKWINK! MY BIRTHDAY COMING! HEHE:D

i have a bad feeling about this

i think i have a big problem with myself. i have no idea what i really want. i dunno whether is this love anot. i cant understand what my minds is thinking. i scared i will hurt u one day. i really dunno whats happening to me. i seem to scared of having a relationship. maybe because of the past ba. i really hate myself of being like this. i dunno what or how to reply u. i wan to tell u the truth but i jus cant. things are getting worst. i dun think i can take it anymore. u been treating me so damn nice . at first why the reason i say u cannot like me because i scared something might happen, and i may lost a good friend like u. now tht we r tgt i feel damn weird, someone i cant even tahan what u doing... hais im scared...

080711♥

hehe(: sweet love.. i love u dear(: i will rem today(: hehe

well, Transformer was awersome(: hehe

short & sweet post(:

lalalaala

080711♥

hehe(: sweet love.. i love u dear(: i will rem today(: hehe

well, Transformer was awersome(: hehe

short & sweet post(:

lalalaala

hais.

i feeling down now, no idea why... i'm so scared... hais

i have a feeling i will let u down someday.. i'm scared of hurting u.. my minds is in a mess now.. i dunno what to do. i dun wan tell u, i dun wan u to be worried about me. i hope u wont see this post so u wont be sad.. hais. whats wrong with me ? maybe i really shouldnt be with anyone.. cause someday i will fall... i dun wan see my love one to be sad.. i know the day is coming soon... i'm getting weaker each day.. although i also smile , laugh n doing lots of stuff i shouldnt be doing... i still force myself n tell myself to tahan. but i know soon or later i cannot take it liao.. i hope this day dun come soon, at least let my dream come true first... my dream is to do well for N level, go Simei ITE, study in a good course, able to be in CLT, become a good leader to all my juniors, all my good friends & love ones to have a good life... im not asking much... i just wish will come true first.. before i slowly letting go things... i dun believe in god but im asking u to let me finish my dream...

founder's day parade

OMG! I cant believe i was able to be inside the squad again for founder again... it was awesome to the max!

Short msg to my junior in NCDCC(:

Great job guys! Im so proud u(: u guys had did well (: Continue to do well in ur drills & parade(: I believe in u guys(:

finally continues my life

Im so happy & glad tht i could finally continue my life without u... No long have to think about whether u will come back to me & stuff.. I have a brand new life & a brand new guy by my side.. i finally wake up from my dream & realize how important tht guy was to me... I am really glad to know him...He's like my angel, always never fail to be there, right by my side(: I glad tht he came into my life..

this few days spending time with him was awesome(: i cant wait to see him again(: