i have a bad feeling about this

i think i have a big problem with myself. i have no idea what i really want. i dunno whether is this love anot. i cant understand what my minds is thinking. i scared i will hurt u one day. i really dunno whats happening to me. i seem to scared of having a relationship. maybe because of the past ba. i really hate myself of being like this. i dunno what or how to reply u. i wan to tell u the truth but i jus cant. things are getting worst. i dun think i can take it anymore. u been treating me so damn nice . at first why the reason i say u cannot like me because i scared something might happen, and i may lost a good friend like u. now tht we r tgt i feel damn weird, someone i cant even tahan what u doing... hais im scared...