i have a feeling i will let u down someday.. i'm scared of hurting u.. my minds is in a mess now.. i dunno what to do. i dun wan tell u, i dun wan u to be worried about me. i hope u wont see this post so u wont be sad.. hais. whats wrong with me ? maybe i really shouldnt be with anyone.. cause someday i will fall... i dun wan see my love one to be sad.. i know the day is coming soon... i'm getting weaker each day.. although i also smile , laugh n doing lots of stuff i shouldnt be doing... i still force myself n tell myself to tahan. but i know soon or later i cannot take it liao.. i hope this day dun come soon, at least let my dream come true first... my dream is to do well for N level, go Simei ITE, study in a good course, able to be in CLT, become a good leader to all my juniors, all my good friends & love ones to have a good life... im not asking much... i just wish will come true first.. before i slowly letting go things... i dun believe in god but im asking u to let me finish my dream...
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